I'm Sarasvati and I've been living in India for 2 years. I speak English, Bengali, and a little Hindi. I was born and raised in Los Angeles. Welcome to my adventures throughout India.
i talked to my ex today for the first time in like two months… he was soooo sweet, i really miss him and love him more than anything in the whole world… i would do anything and go to any length for him… too bad he’s all the way in australia for now working while i dance here in india. dance is getting really good, i’m going to perform soon… hopefully i’ll make it into the newspaper
it’s too bad i have literally no interest in any other species of men for like 2 years now… other guys seriously just don’t turn me on… i don’t even feel attracted to anyone but him. fuck man, i can’t wait for him to get back.
it was so cuteee omg when i told him i was gonna hang up, he said it from the bottom of his heart… and he has so much pride, he’s such a “man” with ego and he said soo sweetly…. “thank you so much for calling me….. it was so nice to hear your voice… even when you are sick”
it was that thank you. it has stuck with me. it was so genuine and sincere… i don’t think i’ve ever received a nicer thank you.
he’s just not the kind of person who ever says stuff like that. i could tell he was really happy i called.
i really love him. we were doing small talk for the first minute or two and then he just cut right to the point and was like “do you have any local boyfriend?”
i know he still loves me. and i really do love him. and for the first time, i feel so free and so happy and good about a lot of stuff.
i just moved into my VERY own apartment, it’s soo nice. my dining room is outside, it has screens and bars all around but no windows it’s all outdoors. i gotta huge kitchen, nice spacious bathroom… i’m set up and i’m so damn happy to have my own damn space and my own HOUSE. fuck, it feels so good. i’m gonna go have a smoke outside in MY dining room/chill out pad.
i swear, the feeling is so damn different when you’re not sharing a house with someone else/room mate.
MY HOUSE MY RULES
OBEY OR GTFO
and i can be the real neat freak i am deep inside lol